esok exam...

esok exam TITAS II...erm subjek yang membaca..memang perlukan konsentrasi..tapi perasan mengantuk dan rasa hendak tertido tak dapat dipisahkan..akhirnya.. aku tewas juga dgn perasaan itu..

pergh tak hengat betul..boleh la tdo jek arini..time buka buku je rase mengantuk...ok..secara raft TITAS II utk final exam ni just cover tamadun india, tamadun cina, tamadun jepun, dan analisa peradaban tamadun asia...isk mcm sikit kan?? tapi..haih...dugaan nyeeeee..isk isk...

banyak benda berlaku sekitar 2week lepas...and unfortunately i miss all the latest gossip with my clasmates and housemates....huhu... poor of me...sori geng...for pending a while...for being silent a while....for missing in action suddenly...

bmcd dinner, inteview, cought fever, psm presentation and now final exam...thats make me silent for a little while..does'nt mean you are forgotten...

saat2 terakhir di menara ini..mcm tak percaya dhnk abes...n macam tak percaya this moment will arive soon..'best friend' asek ajak klua...bosan kata dia...erm..then kalo sembang mesti pasal future..pasal geng2 sebellas...pasal keja...sometime...ade rase sedey..or sayu maybe...sbb? sbb moment mcm ni kite tak kan lalui lagi masa depan nnt...kite takkan jumpe lagi insan2 yang banyak membantu dan memberi sokongan sedang saat2 susah...erm...terfikir sejenak....ini ke saat2 sedih yang kite tak sabar2 sgt nk lalui satu ketika dulu?...dulu asek kata..bile la nk abes stdy nih..then now? dh abes....what will happen??

future..??

why we wait for something that we did not know??

even we don't get any hint..??

bmcd shot

wahhh gamba ini berjaya di upload dgn menarik nya...gamba ni amek time bdk2 bmcd tgkp gmba kelas aritu..erm it been a while rite? then now sume tgh bsy psm..wahhhh...perasaan sgt menensionkan..mcm kata fida bulat..hehe...wish i could return back for the first time being here...so i could make it better...no offence each other...wish my class will unite together...hurm...i'm so frustated about all what happend through all this 4 years...mcm ade something yang menjadi dinding untuk kite semua satu kelas berbaik2..u noe wat i mean..!!! erm..hate 'those' people so much...wish 'those' type of people were not a bmcdian..!!

who's this??

who is this cute little boy?? haha..this picture show the kind hearted Malaysian people was trying to helping the other blind person by showing him a way...hehe...no offence my friends..cheers..!!

~ i love my friends ~

yesterday was so fun..

yesterday was so fun...was so wonderful...a day with him..just like i usually wish...for the whole day..i'm the queen of the day..

since the 'pilihanraya' holiday was so long for me...just laying at my bed..sleeping...relaxing without doing anything...my stomach was really sick...poor of me...huhu..

and the next day..when i am totally recovered...he treat me like an angle...he sorry me for his busiest week....bring me at pizza and secret recipe....visit my favorite book store ...haha i like when he try to flirt me...

then the other day....went for movies...shopping...(he buy a pair of socks..it is so cute..really..!!)....a lovely chat..hang up together..watching the white cloud together.. .enjoy the sizzling together....just like the other couples do when they out...

i really miss that moment....because its been a long time we did not went out together....until that sweet yesterday...

when my next meet? huhu..can't wait...

my dear...bring me something when u back from out station ok..!! i'll wait..!!

~~~~hem...why am i so sensitive at this time??.... ;D

The art of the non living person

Hate the thing

.....i don't like...

I hate when i starting to hate...

because...once i hate...i remember it in my whole life....

seems likes i am not..but thats i am..


......i hate this feeling so much...

what its mean??

20 ways to make ur roomate crazy

1. Setiap hari Jumaat, pack segala
barang anda dan bagitau kat roommate
anda nak balik kampung. Selepas sejam,
balik ke bilik & terangkan bhw takde org
kat rumah. Unpack segala brg anda & pegi
tidor.

2. Setiap kali roommate anda balik,
jerit sekuat hati" horee...kau dah
balik". Lepas tu menari dlm 5 minit.
Lepas tu, tenung jam lama2 dan tanya dia
"Sepatutnya kau dah blah dah skrg"

3. Buat2 terjaga pd tengah malam, jerit
kuat2 " Tolong, kat mana aku berada ni?"
dan lari keliling bilik tu. Kalau bilik
kecil, cukuplah sekadar melompat 2-3
kali. Kemudian, sambung tidor. Esoknya,
kalo dia tanya, pura2 tak tahu apa yg
dia cakap.

4. Ambil marker, buat bulatan kecil kat
lengan anda. Besarkan bulatan tu setiap
hari sambil berkata "Dah merebak... dah
merebak!"

5. Beli pepokok bonsai. Bercakap & tidor
dengan pokok tu setiap hari. Selepas
seminggu, bertengkar dgn pokok tu dan
cakap "Aku tak boleh hidup sebilik
dengan kau lagi" sambil keluar &
menghempask an pintu bilik dgn
kuat...Buang pokok tu tapi biarkan pasu
kat situ.

6. Beli pisau banyak-banyak. Tajamkan
setiap malam sambil merenung roommate
anda sambil berkata "Tak lama lagi...tak
lama lagi..."

7. Duduk didepan papan chess dua-tiga
jam tanpa buat apa2 atau cakap apa2.
Lepas tu bangun secara tiba2 sambil
berkata, "Siot betul, kalah lagi"

8. Setiap kali roommate balik, tutup
lampu dan tidor. lepas dia keluar,
bangun dan menjerit dgn kuat
"Horee...!". bukak lampu semula.

9. Pakai topi kertas. Bila dia balik,
cakap "Selamat Datang ke McDonald. Boleh
saya ambil pesanan anda..." Lepas tu
buat muka bodoh, sambil berkata "Eh, kau
rupanya..."

10. Kata kat roommate "Ada pesanan
penting untuk kau". Lepas tu buat2
pengsan. Lepas 2-3 jam, bangun dan cakap
yagn anda dah lupa pesanan tu. Kemudian,
cakap "Eh...aku dah ingat". Lepas tu
pengsan balik.

11. Bila roommate anda balik, berpura2
tengah telefon. Caci maki dan menjerit
dengan kuat kat telefon tu. Lepas tu
letak telefon dan cakap kat roommate bhw
yg telefon tadi adalah mak dia. Cakap
mak dia akan telefon balik.

12. Kalau roommate suka gosok gigi kat
sinki, perhatikan sampai habis. Lepas
dia habis, cakap dengan dia bhw anda
kena ajar dia cara mengosok gigi dengan
betul.

13. Edarkan risalah ke kawasan
kedai/rum ah kedai berdekatan
rumah/ kampus. Dalam risalah tu, nyatakan
bahawa roommate anda hilang. Letak
sekali gambar dia dlm risalah tu.
Tawarkan hadiah kepada sesiapa yg
menjumpai roommate anda.

14. Bila roommate anda tutup lampu pd
sebelah malam, nyanyi lagu opera sekuat
hati. Bila dia buka balik lampu, buat2
muka bodoh dan confused.

15. Duduk & renung roommate dlm 2-3 jam.
Kalau boleh, bawa member2 sekali sambil
makan kacang & popcorn. Buat macam
tengah tengok wayang.

16. Masa roommate tiada, ambil deodoran
dan sapukan pada seluruh dinding bilik.
Bila dia balik, puji bahawa bilik berbau
wangi. Lakukan selalu sampai deodoran tu
habis.

17. Kalau roommate ada binatang
pelihara an, spt kucing, offer utk beri
makan kpd binatang tsbt. Cepat2
keluarkan botol gam atau minyak rambut
sebelum dia beri persetujuan kpd kau.

18. Pegang & gosok-gosok rambut roommate
anda sambil berkata "Rambut kau hitam,
lurus dan berkilat la...Macam teknik
rebonding. ..". Sekali-sekala buat masa
dia tengah tidur.

19. Mase roommate tido, bungkus dia
macam kafan mayat (siap ikat), pastu
panggil member dlm 10 bace yasin ramai2.
bile rumet jage pakat2 buat x nmpk ape2.

20. Sebelum roommate balik dari kelas,
bungkus diri sendiri macam kafan (siap
ikat jugak) pastu baring senyap-senyap
ata s katil dia. Mesti dia terkejut
sampai pengsan bila masuk bilik tengok2
ada mayat.

dijamin berkesan..


......kenape kena ulang menda ni? suke sgt ke bt roomate anda jadi gila dgn anda??..

erm..for me the roommates or sometimes we call friends give me the reason for life...how your life with your roommates 'aka' friends give the satisfaction for the whole life...usually friends will be the person who know us better..do the best for us..sometimes have their sacrifice...doing the things together...being the best friends ever...share the good and bad story..and the others things as well....suppose a roommates is the very good friends for that time being...this special person might be come from the different part us...might be totally different...big, small, fat, thin or having different characteristic with us...size doesn't matter right? no matter what this person will be..we still having them for any time we needed...but how if this person did not come to us? missing?....yup..missing and being not functional at all..? in a modern term...not doing what the other friends 'aka' roommates do, what we suppose to do?? hurm...there are some blank balloon in the air...are we did not good enough of being a good roommates as well? did we do anything wrong?...nobody can answer for that blank....some answer says talk and say something...break the wall..wow, that not really easy for some people...the thing of how this person being missing in our life make that moment are so 'breathable' and disgusting...we think that being silent is the best way....give this person a spaces...give back what this person gave to us..give the best we can do as appreciate for the 'missing' event...thats better for me...because time will wipe all the memories...not all the memories...because some of the memories is really need to remember...but this missing thing will be wipe away along the time passes, and as long we meet new person in our life...

life no mercy..trust me..!!

the art of flirting..hahaha..

at that day ( 10/02/08 ) i completely successfully flirting this man for pizza hut on our date...(actually he said dating at that such place was a thing that he will avoid..he's always been confuse to make an order?? haha same with me) ..finally yesszaaa...hahahaha that my man..i'm win..!!! next mission..go for 'kluang station'..kak jan kate kopi dia beshh...haih i'm not so addicted for that coffee thing...can't wait until next date..hahaha...

ps: the right thing is plan earlier for what the menu and venue..so then all the dating thing will be flow smoothly..haha that things just work for me..because i'm always having a problem on making a choice..even while i want to eat..!!

20 ways to make ur roomate crazy

20 ways to make ur roomate crazy

1. Setiap hari Jumaat, pack segala
barang anda dan bagitau kat roommate
anda nak balik kampung. Selepas sejam,
balik ke bilik & terangkan bhw takde org
kat rumah. Unpack segala brg anda & pegi
tidor.

2. Setiap kali roommate anda balik,
jerit sekuat hati" horee...kau dah
balik". Lepas tu menari dlm 5 minit.
Lepas tu, tenung jam lama2 dan tanya dia
"Sepatutnya kau dah blah dah skrg"

3. Buat2 terjaga pd tengah malam, jerit
kuat2 " Tolong, kat mana aku berada ni?"
dan lari keliling bilik tu. Kalau bilik
kecil, cukuplah sekadar melompat 2-3
kali. Kemudian, sambung tidor. Esoknya,
kalo dia tanya, pura2 tak tahu apa yg
dia cakap.

4. Ambil marker, buat bulatan kecil kat
lengan anda. Besarkan bulatan tu setiap
hari sambil berkata "Dah merebak... dah
merebak!"

5. Beli pepokok bonsai. Bercakap & tidor
dengan pokok tu setiap hari. Selepas
seminggu, bertengkar dgn pokok tu dan
cakap "Aku tak boleh hidup sebilik
dengan kau lagi" sambil keluar &
menghempask an pintu bilik dgn
kuat...Buang pokok tu tapi biarkan pasu
kat situ.

6. Beli pisau banyak-banyak. Tajamkan
setiap malam sambil merenung roommate
anda sambil berkata "Tak lama lagi...tak
lama lagi..."

7. Duduk didepan papan chess dua-tiga
jam tanpa buat apa2 atau cakap apa2.
Lepas tu bangun secara tiba2 sambil
berkata, "Siot betul, kalah lagi"

8. Setiap kali roommate balik, tutup
lampu dan tidor. lepas dia keluar,
bangun dan menjerit dgn kuat
"Horee...!". bukak lampu semula.

9. Pakai topi kertas. Bila dia balik,
cakap "Selamat Datang ke McDonald. Boleh
saya ambil pesanan anda..." Lepas tu
buat muka bodoh, sambil berkata "Eh, kau
rupanya..."

10. Kata kat roommate "Ada pesanan
penting untuk kau". Lepas tu buat2
pengsan. Lepas 2-3 jam, bangun dan cakap
yagn anda dah lupa pesanan tu. Kemudian,
cakap "Eh...aku dah ingat". Lepas tu
pengsan balik.

11. Bila roommate anda balik, berpura2
tengah telefon. Caci maki dan menjerit
dengan kuat kat telefon tu. Lepas tu
letak telefon dan cakap kat roommate bhw
yg telefon tadi adalah mak dia. Cakap
mak dia akan telefon balik.

12. Kalau roommate suka gosok gigi kat
sinki, perhatikan sampai habis. Lepas
dia habis, cakap dengan dia bhw anda
kena ajar dia cara mengosok gigi dengan
betul.

13. Edarkan risalah ke kawasan
kedai/rum ah kedai berdekatan
rumah/ kampus. Dalam risalah tu, nyatakan
bahawa roommate anda hilang. Letak
sekali gambar dia dlm risalah tu.
Tawarkan hadiah kepada sesiapa yg
menjumpai roommate anda.

14. Bila roommate anda tutup lampu pd
sebelah malam, nyanyi lagu opera sekuat
hati. Bila dia buka balik lampu, buat2
muka bodoh dan confused.

15. Duduk & renung roommate dlm 2-3 jam.
Kalau boleh, bawa member2 sekali sambil
makan kacang & popcorn. Buat macam
tengah tengok wayang.

16. Masa roommate tiada, ambil deodoran
dan sapukan pada seluruh dinding bilik.
Bila dia balik, puji bahawa bilik berbau
wangi. Lakukan selalu sampai deodoran tu
habis.

17. Kalau roommate ada binatang
pelihara an, spt kucing, offer utk beri
makan kpd binatang tsbt. Cepat2
keluarkan botol gam atau minyak rambut
sebelum dia beri persetujuan kpd kau.

18. Pegang & gosok-gosok rambut roommate
anda sambil berkata "Rambut kau hitam,
lurus dan berkilat la...Macam teknik
rebonding. ..". Sekali-sekala buat masa
dia tengah tidur.

19. Mase roommate tido, bungkus dia
macam kafan mayat (siap ikat), pastu
panggil member dlm 10 bace yasin ramai2.
bile rumet jage pakat2 buat x nmpk ape2.

20. Sebelum roommate balik dari kelas,
bungkus diri sendiri macam kafan (siap
ikat jugak) pastu baring senyap-senyap
ata s katil dia. Mesti dia terkejut
sampai pengsan bila masuk bilik tengok2
ada mayat.

dijamin berkesan..

pretty spurn-ly by interfly

if this wind

could take me there

raise my hands up

in the air

there’s a place

i wish to be

next beside you

just wait and see

frazzled for some glow

waiting for you

met by my sorrow

when things are agreed

someday and somewhere

when i wake up

still i feel

an empty heart of me

pretty, spurn-ly, got ugly

mellifluously

embrace myself

to understand

manic depression constantly

i found my way

another way

down and under

count my days

plaster lyric by Interfly

pick and throw this stone

could it crack the tanks?

could it heal my pain?

could it built back my home?

wish it stops bombing and miss

maltreat the stampede as me

I’m tired of flouncing

for this face i pray

calmness with morsel

who are you is me

perorations are

blast..